gotta go my own way..*emo-ing*

walking around at the lib, met her again. her bouncy ponytail moved left and right, and so does her unbalanced body, probably the sneakers already unbalanced.greeted with a normal smile. like how would anyone would greet an acquaintance.

the other day at lab, on 20082008. was suprised to meet her. gather myself to talk to her. i don't know whats wrong, but somehow i stumble my words and make a complete fool out of myself. normally, a girl like her wont make me feel nervous or anything, somehow, she did. nothing special really, except for that sugarly sweet smile. of course that should be forgotten as a mere infactuation.


that last night at manila i went dinner.at chicken Max i think. their version of nandos/chillis i suppose. the person i had dinner with, asked a weird question, throwing a curve ball. she asked " have u considered dating someone my type?"

but somehow,i gotta do what is best for me, maybe i just don belong in the land of lovie debie YET.. i gotta go my own way..