If You Don't do it, You Don't Really Believe it. Some people spend their whole time searching for what's right, but they can't seem to find any time to practice it. Your life story is not written with a pen, but with your actions. To do nothing is the way to be nothing.

Thursday, October 30, 2008




end with...

the holiday ends with a bbq. for some, or most went to the national park. i end up in Xr 1005, the lecture room, sparing that sunday to attend a talk, on MUET's new format. for the first time, i kinda nervous for an english exam. and still nervous now, exam is next week. thus, here i am blogging hoping to get into "form" of writting. and crap something. plus one of the reason to come online is to check my mail, for e-mail from my frens, since they are kinda cheapskate with sms-es, guess its a good way to communicate and keep in touch with them. the magic of e-mail kinda working too, as a way for me to talk to my parents. i guess, its hard to talk to them, well the " heart to heart" talk. i kinda shy, or find it hard to confront them, and spill wats been bugging me. after all they are busy people.

the invite..

looking at the watch, well its the end of the year, guess its time to suit up.called up some of my frens to go out for the weekend,as i was looking for my earphone and also a shoe. too bad dad wanted to go kl during the weekday,thus i have to follow him down. so off me go to go shoe hunting by myself.



stop #5

well stop #1 is at low yat. and stop # 4 is at Klcc.

shoes shoes shoes shoes.. its really hard to get those black formal kinda shoes. i mean lots are those have long tip. it gonna look like a cowboy shoes or something. but, those normal ones, they are a bit too pricey. even after 50 % discount, it is still about rm 399.. guess thats pavillion for you.

feeling hungry, i walked down the food court, i saw the kuih, cost around rm1.23 , yes attractive number, but kuih like this, i could get it for 0.40 around my neighbourhood.sigh.. talking about inflation. to cut cost, i opted to go to klcc, and finally get my shoe there

glad to get my shneizer headhpone, well been wanting that for quite a while now,a new shoe, and well, that other thing, i don think anyone want to know :p

things to do when got nothing to do..
mei siem.. i don use cheat to win la k?

in the early hours around 2 a.m on a friday i got an sms " tmw satay kajang , rizal is back". thats what happen when i din't check my e-mail. but we make it on that sunday instead. me, rizal and ray drove all the way to kajang to meet amar there. its good to meet with them again, even when they suppose to be studying- study break.and we hit the bowling alley in is it kajang point?

yes, raja.. drool! drool! :p

it was deepavali monday. suddenly was like " hey lets go down to bangsar" . so when down to bangsar, instead of eating at the supposed planned " chawan" the old davies corner place, we say the huge billboard near the mosque of chillies. so decided to take a U turn to BSC ( bangsar shopping complex). eat/ talk /eat... and yes i got my montery chicken! and sad thing is, they have taken " high and mighty pie" out of the menu.

guess thats a wrap for my holiday. well, results is coming out soon.. so... yea...

Monday, October 27, 2008

peacock's tag

Ok, this is how it works, remove 1 question from below and add in a personal question, make it a total of 19 questions. Then tag 8 peoplein your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box he/she has been tagged.

1. What is your most favourite thing to do?
speding time with people that am comfortable with, with food! or course food. food is good..

2. What kind of news do you read?
sports, the front page, world's news, and national news. entertainment news, i WATCH, so its not counted

3. What would you give up in return to eat all you want in the world and not get fat?
give away all my troubles for all i can eat montery chicken * chicken breast wrapped with beaf bacon*.... drools..

4. Is there someone in your heart right now?
funny, 3 days in a row, and 3 different people asked me that. nope there is nobody.

5. Do you believe you can survive without money?
honestly? no.

6. What are you afraid to lose the most?

7. What do you feel like doing right now?
to go and eat.. hungry lah!

8. If there's someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
depends if she would feel the same way or got the right signal. and also if she is available.sometimes if u love someone, its not a must to be WITH them.to see them happy is good enough, if its true love-lah ( my definition)

9. List out 3 good points of the person whoi tagged you.
phoon cock jin?- harsh on the mouth but soft at heart, trying not to b so kiasu, not so calculative as it was previously reported :p

10. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
requirement? from all i've learned, u can't expect anything from others.they are they way they are, so gotta be careful or know them more or well, before getting togather. the only expectation u can have it from ur self. ( ok i gotta stop lying *jessica alba + scarlet jo+ linda chung+mariam yeung+ venessa hudgens crossed breed* * finger crossed* *finger crossed * :P

11. What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?
if she is a bitch well, she will b a bitch, regardless. its in born. ok fine i try not to be so mean. if she cheats and cheap ( hey that rhyms) she is bad ok?

12. If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?
montery chicken!!

13. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?
happy, its not a choice really. its reality. am not rich but am happy.

14. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
"you can say anything bout me, but i won't say anything bad about myself!" -jess alba in "the love guru" ok fine, am more Julian Gan then jess alba, i would say i need to grow up more.

15. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
hahaah.. obviously to be successful, but then again, lots of things i said here ( in the blog) occurs the opposite so am keeping a seal to that. que sera sera what ever will be will be..

16. What is the one thing you love about yourself?
if u ask 9 out of my 10 friends, they will say i love myself a LOT!so that 1 thing is "me" :D

17. If you can bring only one thing along with you to another world, what would it be?
a genie. so it could grant me my wishes of a infinite wishes.

18. Do you have any phobia?
durians, and all those other studd that i don't eat. and also the supernatural stuff.. don't mess with "them"

19. What is the thing that you would like to achieve right now?
honestly? self-actaulization :p ( that is such a lie! )

i tagged, raja ez-man, ( an excuse to start blogging again) karen, (since u are bored at home),pei ling, mae sau, nat, ash, nish, vi ling ( if u all reading this)

Friday, October 17, 2008

what time is it? sem break time!

"there is always a woman behind every man's success" thats the sayin that i think most heard of. but i would redefine it as " behind my success thats a team". a team, a team of frens. some might be a pain, some might b sweet, some might be annoying, some might be kind, but thats the good part of it, and that makes it colorful. like a delicious meal, have to consist of sweet,sour,bitter,salty. a lil bit of everything makes it taste great.

how to define success here, is well, i cant really say it by Cgpa, or how many SAPS point or Dean's list, i hope i don't jinx it but success of this semester can be measured by "happy-o-meter". having said that, its been a tough tough tough times during that 3-4 before this. lots of unfortunate event that happen, but am glad, that this team or group of frens see me through it, and i would like to take this chance to give a BIG thanks, everyone played their own unique role, and probably might not even noticed it. so thanks again for a good semester, and not to mention an eventful one too. hope everyone enjoy their holidays, either u guys going Endau rompin, the mission conquer north malaysia road trip, China, and even going back to hometown. I wish, each and everyone a safe trip, and have a wonderful time, and none of us should seat for Supp :P

Amar's suprise b'day

our langkawi trip

my childhood friends, ever since primary. they will give the sticks whenever i did something wrong,they never compliment beause we are all guys with whole bunch of self ego, but we always have each other's back. glad they kick off my new semester with a trip to Langkawi. our first trip togather. well, guess i wont be singing "bye bye" anymore guys? :P

Dena and gang. although am the odd one ( only chinese dude), its good to see all of u again.like how we sent raja off, or the pool party at vicki's place and how you guys take the trouble come over and visit me @ klang, sometimes just for dinner. all those good times during form 4-5, tution class, Post- SPM time. all good times.


uni friends. the one i spend most of my time with. a few changes this sem. like how Kok Jin shift into our place, Pei Se is coming out of her shell lilttle by little.thanks koK Jin and Kean for driving everyone around, JJ for working your butt off for the assignment, Kim for driving me back home, as for the rest, its not that your contribution is not being appreciated, well, you guys always for example like Pei Se and Mei Siem, and also kean and Kok Jin helped me out with my studies ever since i met you guys.lots of nice and memorable time like the Spca trip, the makan trip, movies and the mid-autumn festival to name a few

steamboat @ sunway

me, kim,eric's kisses, Mr. stupid fuck(tm)



ever since i've joined MMu, i got less time with other school fren. being able to re-connect with them is a also another highlight. of this sem
this sem also see some new face, new friends. for example Mr. Lau " stupid fuck" (tm) Tze Ing, the peopple from Kick Boxing, like sa phor... ok la i be nice, like Karen. also Wong Bak Heng, chris. although we hang out since orientation, but somehow quite a while don't really seat down and talk to u. and am glad this semester i could do that. and not forgetting people from voices

vicki leong @ klang

'see you suckers!'

when new faces appear, the old one leave... but always remain in the heart. see off raja to UK to do Medics, and for Vicki, well she have been gone for quite a while already to New Zealand. though often speak to her on skype, somehow feel that she never left. hope raja and ashley take care of themself in the UK.

luk,farai, me

me, tayana

they say i look the happiest here (even a sketch is out)

new eventful event of the sem is meeting new acquaintace like luk,farai, tayana, toshi, and the rest. although those who studies overseas, got used to meeting foreign faces, but its rare for me. though there are some language and communication barrier, i know everyone will remember those good times that we had in Manila. and i am fortunate enough to be able to be a part of an event at an international stage- 2nd biggest debate competition in the world behind world's.

and i said to myself ' what a wonderful world'

they say "expect the unexpected" , i wasn't expecting to go overseas this year, and never dream of myself to be in the Philipines, i mean normally people would want to go places like HK, Hawaii, New York, Australia, Europe, Japan no offence to the Philipines. but its a serious eye opener to me. its true that when u don't know the place unless you are really there. endless gratitute for the Man upstair to make everything possible.

Saturday, October 11, 2008

Emptiness Becomes Openness

post like this make me impressed and look up by this lady. hands down, and spot on with the words. Seriously..

Friday, October 10, 2008

life and full of quotes

  • " tarikh aktif anda hampir tamat" - hotlink

its been a while since i got such sms from hotlink,because my credit consumption have hit a 2-3 years low for this month. normally credit would run out in a day, half a week, or mayb half a month. lots of sms i choose not to reply ( doesnt mean that i wont reply any sms from u guys), unless important ones, regardless the senders is cute as a peach! because...

  • "i want some time for myself...." - Mc dreamy

sometimes silent can do a lot of good. no its not the usual " emo/vent excessive blog post during exam period". time to gather your tought togather, to know what YOU actually want from yourself. or sometimes not so fan ( sibuk) from other things.

  • "you need to grow up and know what love actually mean" - a mother of a contestant from the show "moment of truth" after he confess he kept woman that he had sex with panties as a sort of trophy.

lately been a by stander, an onlooker for those of fallin in and out of relationship .well, if Anuar can set the 16th Sept dateline, or now by year end dateline , i would also like to declare a dateline by 9th Nov 2008, that something WILL change for some. though Ms " goodbye my love" seems to be available from some unconfirmed intelligent report, but its more likely that Taksin to take over Liverpool rather than me goin for it.

  • "everyone have their own little project"- scolari on steve clark ending a 20 years relationship with Chelsea

don't we all love juicy gossip? well, a fren's housemate housemate recently is on a verge of jumping ship. but the manner that she do it seems well the average joe would see it as.. BITCHY! the normal routine of hers of eating or drinking soy sauce (kicap) infront of the webcam while talking to the bf (in other state) , talking for hours on the phone and annual exam period studying togather, as the dude come all the way from other state to accompany her is now all...........................GONE! with such excuse as "its raining over here, so its not a good time to come" SERIOUSLY.... if u want to dump him and spend more time with that other guy, just dump him and don't keep on lingering and keep him waiting, SERIOUSLY! - a result from watching grey.

but that is from our or mayb my POV. but to analysis to another level, maybe she just doin that because she thinks she deserve the best and probably the new guy is better... better looking, better wallet, better car? only she knows. honestly, we all have our own wants right? if i say some would just prioritze money in their life, well some ppl might take offense and get resolve to domestic and physical violence (that person must be some abused animal in the past life, thats why so violent in this life- kok jin's thoery) , then take example of our majoring, some take nano, some take pure E some take tele.

*** so who says u cant learn from TV? they are LYING! it just depends on how you would look at things... SERIOUSLY! example

"brest! brest!! brest!!! i am sick of brest, what about the thigh?!" well, that can be view in a sexual, womanly way or just your favourite KFC!