If You Don't do it, You Don't Really Believe it. Some people spend their whole time searching for what's right, but they can't seem to find any time to practice it. Your life story is not written with a pen, but with your actions. To do nothing is the way to be nothing.

Thursday, December 31, 2009


5, 4, 3, 2, 1!!  *pow boom boom pow* no its not the black eye peas, the sound of the fireworks, goes off. we bid farewell to 2009 and welcome 2010. Should I be excited? moderately optimistic? super hyped up? Another year means another year have pass by, and we grow older by a year. Personally I love the carefree, immature life of a child. No worries, no commitment, no responsibilities.The date says, am officially 21 but still don feel or act like one yet. Still finding my feet,grasping all that jazz with responsibilities and being adult.

As a child I remember I cant wait to grow up, because when I grow up, I would have more money to buy Lego, instead of need to beg my parents to get me my lego. Few years on... when my allowance is increased, yet the last lego i bought was for my small cousin for christmas a few years back. Receiving a lego set this year for my birthday gift does make me flash back to my childhood. Too bad with finals exam, I cant build my latest model for my collection.

At the same time, am searchin for a place to do my industrial training. the first step in stepping into working life. such contradiction rite?

A very old  experience lady who just know me, advise me to make my heart and head in sync, because its so divided. I think its very true. Maybe its a test for me,to be stern in making my choices. sometimes lack of choices is a problem, but too many choices also brings problem too.

How do you describe your 2009?

The saying goes, " its not how u start, its how u finish it" 

Real life example can be living proof for example,

  • one team can go behind at the first half of a match, but still can win it at the end.
  • some might not have a higher education but still can be a success in life, Bill Gates, David B
  • You might skip the foreplay, but still give her orgasm
So how I really spend my last day of 2009? I decided to stay in this time. Jams, crowds, crazy revelers, is just probably not my forte this time. Although some might find it hard to belive, as they have the impression that am some wild club hopping dude.

Apart from that, I spend a lot of time with my brother ever since I came back from MMU. the kind of bonding that is very rare ever since he step into uni, and that was 7 years ago. Its a really nice change from the post-christmas situation that I am in which is very not the nice.

Lots of those new year sms says "leave all the 2009 prob behind as we embrace the new year" but sometimes the prob will follow u till the new year or even ur next life.But thinking of its nothing I could do anymore until the result is out, the power is not in my hand, thus I decide to join the Hatyai trip next week, to at least try to get my mind off with amazing thailand.

2010, and 2011 are gonna be the "academic year" with FYP, industrial training, and simply no room for error during exam. enough stress rite?

Apart from that, there is the big wedding of my only sister. Enough said, that will be a heck of busy time.

Back to 2009, probably right now, I would say its a moderate year.nothing too tragic or too awesome happen. But its safe to say, that I learn to face a few of my "fears" if its the right way to put it, or let just say it as things I won't do before this.
  • swim in the ocean
  • driving in a crazy busy highway for long distant
  • settling in klang
  • reading the paper daily,now its a habit
  • interact with those that i think i won't 
  • stand up against the 'greater power'
  • having emotion attached
2010, where it will lead? who know..but things I would like to do or a better term, new year resolution. there are no list but in general, I would like to be more positive on things. I really admire those around me that could keep their cool and be open and positive. belive it or not, we are lil bit and part of those people that surrounding us. some people might have drastic change, and some have lil.

I really really have this weird feeling, that i kept to myself. its really really really really really really really really weird feel.... i miss debate, there i said it

till next time, Happy New Year everyone. Hope it will be awesome to all

Monday, December 21, 2009

Top 50 food!

this is my list of food n the location that in my personal opinion thinks its good. no pics, because I think its annoying when people will go like  "wait  wait take picture first"  perut lapar la! well this is my list, whats yours?

  1. Deep fried Tenggiri- Banana leaf store in klang
  2. Chicken Waruwel -Seetharam Banana leaf  bangsar
  3. Roti kosong - Restaurant IV Pandamaran and Nirwana's Bangsar
  4. Naan Garlic/butter/Kashmiri/whatever - Sagar's and Sarawana Bahwan
  5. Nasi Lemak - Nasi lemak Tangling and Nasi lemak tanah Merah
  6. Satay Celup- Capitol,Melacca
  7. Steak-Victoria station
  8. BBQ chicken wing-  any chinese hawkers
  9. char koey tiow- Sisters Char koey tiow, Penang
  10. Cheese lobster- End of the world, Penang
  11. Tau sar Pheah- Ghee Hin or Him Hiang, Penang
  12. Asam Laksa- Jonker 88, lil penang cafe
  13. Portugese ikan  bakar- follow the aroma
  14. Satay- nobody can get it wrong!
  15. Chicken Crispers- Chillis
  16. Ribs- Victoria station (sorry tony roma's)
  17. Panini- Rome
  18. Squid ink speggethi - Venice
  19. Crabs... black paper, marmite, salted egg - From Teluk Gong to Carrie Island
  20. Sweet n sour crab eaten with deep fried man tou - Todak Restaurant, JB
  21. Dim Sum - Pudu's Teochew
  22. Yong tofu- Ampang n puchong. bukit tinggi? a bit cold
  23. Roti Tissue - Kayu ( hands down)
  24. Tom yum - the gallery, Chiang Mai
  25. Phad Thai - Anywhere in Thailand
  26. Nasi Kaya- Kelantan Market
  27. Akok- Grandma's
  28. Fried chicken- KFC
  29. Pandan Chicken -Ampang Yong to fu
  30. Nasi Briyani - The Lorong near Petaling Street
  31. Nasi Lemak Ayam Rempah-Bangsar Utama
  32. Nasi Goreng Maryland -Murni SS2
  33. Chicken Rice- Serdang's Weng Heong n Bukit Bintang Hainanese Chicken rice
  34. Ayam Percik- Yati,Kota Bahru
  35. Nasi Kerabu daging Bakar - yati,Kota Bahru
  36. Gourmet Bakwa- Bee Cheng Hiang (hands down)
  37. Ayam Penyet- Ixora food court, Melacca
  38. Pizza - Street of Rome,Italy
  39. Italian food in Malaysia- Nero fico
  40. Chicken Brest - Chinos on the park, Klcc
  41. Rendang + Lemang - any malay house during raya
  42. Ling Chee Kang - Wong Sa, Kota Bahru
  43. Vegetarian Restaurant -Sarawana Bahwan
  44. Neslo - Amloo stall,Serdang
  45. Ayam Masak merah - wakaf bahru market
  46. Gulai ayam - wakaf bahru
  47. Nasi Padang - Hoover, wakaf bahru
  48. Instant Mee Goreng - Mee Sedap
  49. French fries- Mc D
  50. Chcolate Chip Cookies -Mark and Spencer

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

have yourself a merry little christmas

Christmas is coming really really soon, and it suppose to be a really really exciting time of the year. Regardless what religion you belief in, in Malaysia at least, lots of people love this time of the year. The decorations at the malls are just simply awesome, with the music played is just awesome-lah, thus apart from the true meaning of Christmas about the sacrifice of Jesus,  we Malaysian make it our own lah, its time to gather around again with friends and family, and reflect back what we have accomplished throughout the year, as we usher in the new year.

The supposedly busy period with exam here in MMU-land, everyone is excited with this year's exam timetable. but for me personally there is a bitch that forbid me to throughly enjoy the wonderful time.

Thus the annual shopping for gifts, and the "last-minute-shopping-in-4malls-for-8hours-before eve dinner" is a no-no this year. honestly do not have any idea of what should i be getting.

From the busy time prep for exam, I make time for a friend's b'day last weekend. a chance to meet the others too.its a bit awkward i should, as its really been a while since I was in the scene with them.but its nice to gather again.

b'day girl, me,gurdip,ran,dena


There are also other guests from Auckland, like Annie,cicak,nigel and some from taylors and MCKL. really impress with some of them like Annie, who had migrated to Auckland since young, still remember that she is born in Malaysia, unlike some would be emberess just to be associated with their motherland.

While catching up with my friends, I overheard someone thanking the host

"thank you very much auntie for your generousity"

And she came over to our table, not knowing any of us, and goes like

"enjoy the chit chat and catch up guys, i gtg"

It's like woah! such courtesy,polite and well mannered person, shoe-new, than that taiping girl in nano class.

Sunday, December 13, 2009

engineer + musician

can an engineer and a musician make a good combination?
maybe as an individual. 
happy b'day phoon

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

pre b'day emo-ness

 noob camera, a meaningful shot

kidding only ya ah phoon, don angry.

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

thank you all

thanks for the celebrations,
thanks for the gifts,
thanks for just have the thought of giving a gift,
thanks for the presence,
thanks for the wishes,
thanks for the facebook messages,
thanks for the sms all the way from UK,
thanks for the sms all the way from Bangkok,
thanks for all the local sms-es too,
thanks for those who came back in time,
thanks for those who wanted to spend time,
thanks for those who volunteer to drive,
thanks for those who understand my absent,
thanks also for those that fail to understand.

My wish is for all to do well, regardless. thank you again.