drain...

my focus have drifted away again

9 months...

seems short..for some

seems long ......for some

lots can happen,

yet i know i worry too much........at times

it don't do me ANY good

and yet i still feel blue

met with an old fren last nite

the pills

i feel tired

real tired

at times i want to be selfish

but

i cant

it seems like a gigantic moutain to conquer

yet,i don't wanna give up

6 years time spent

yet, my patient are testesd again

a greater test

the greatest test perhaps

maybe theres a silver lining somewhere

some might say am very lucky

the pod

the trip

the pending ride

at times i feel i do

but then again

the 2 things that i wanted most is.....

i know its contridicting

then again,

none i've gotten