ashley chin,

on her way for a date with spiderman =( (see what am missing @melaka?)

have you get into 1 of those moment when youo were like..." oh my get a life" when u c others expressing their feeling to each other? i have... sometimes i thought, " why that guy so stupid" or " this girl don't have a life" but i guess karma hit me back.. and this time, i don mind it hit me back =)

it's the first time i actually felt like this toward someone.evert picture i c or every phone call i made or received wont fail to put a smile on my face.the tolerence level and patient level are HIGH too..give and take is the base for it to grow... is this really love?i hope it is.. its the strong feeling you get toward someone and you are prepare to do almost everything for that special person. tired, hurt, pain, broke, it all don't matter when you just c the smile on that special someone face. the smile, the giggle will warmed your heart, no matter how bad your day is, it surely will carved the smile on your face.

i heard before, one of my fren said, ' teen don't fall in love' maybe thats her opinion. but if u are in my shoes, how can u not fall? fall HARD. i cant help it but to feel this way when i have someone that understand me (finally!), can read my mind, and would go the extra mile just to make me happy.. other than that, she is kind toward others,care for the environment, the needies, at time her kind-ness and patient got taken for granted for from SOME people, and yet she don't mind. dare i say it, i found an angel?

when she leave, if she leave it will get harder and harder for me..as i don't see her as much as i would like to now, but i got this feeling in me that it will all worth it when she return (hope she do).plus she leave to further her education, don everyone wants the best for someone that they cared about? all i can do is be patient,have faith,trust and pray that all i do will be worth it and NOT end up in disappoinment. as am in for the long run this time. yes i know some might laugh,but i really really want it to work this time.

Ashley, you know am talking bout you.. happy 92days and counting, sweetheart.. i love you and it is growing as each day passes.. and hope to c you in 13 days..