dreams

when small i have lots of dreams... most and top of the list is to fly a plane.i promised my friend to drive he and his girlfriend to genting with my very own X5 after flying my plane and see the wonderful world and earn the big bux. but years goes by, lots of ting change. he switches 2 gfs and welll, FAR from owning a X5 or flying a plane.yes its depressing and sad as it sound.

my other wishes was to be one of the guys in the pit crew from Maranelo, yes the scarlet red unifrom of ferrari pit crew.but i guess thats just an infactuation as i only into that when i watching them.

dream sometimes can push someone to greater heights and sometimes can make one just DREAM day by day. disappointment from a dream can crush one's spirit and never come back be the same person again.

one chinese saying says we shall not compare our success with others. as others might achieve greater success that would make us feel like our success is nothing and we wont be happy and in the same time having a low esteem.but den again, pressure of succeeding seems greater and greater each time.external pressure from surrounding. it would be great to be a child again, innocent sweet young child, who just have their own world without any worries and woes.

"I come to YOU as a child, guide me to raise like the phoenix from the ashes, Lord show me the light"