rambling

nothing beat the sorrow of watching that someone that dear to u, with others rite?





i've said to myself, that there won't be any emo post anymore, but lately, it just like a relaps. from last nite, everything seems to be a bit f up.

looking back at all those people, who used to show interest, or was with. at their blogs. lots and all seems to be really really really happy with their life.for some, they might find their significant others, and for some, they might have what they been craving for, for ages. things like trust and total freedom, somewhere is my heart, just hoping that they don mix with the wrong company.

meisiem was bugging, bout " you think TOoooooooooooooooooooooooo much" though somehow she is right, but i don't reli wanted to accept it.

talking to cav, bout her new bf, the dude does remind me of me, after all her complains. do really ring some bells.some sort of spitting image of me, not wanting cav to get fed up, i try to talk to her so she would understand that dude. trying my best, i realise that am a lousy bf all these while. so all those girls should be happier now,without me, as i bring nothing but unhappiness to them