If You Don't do it, You Don't Really Believe it. Some people spend their whole time searching for what's right, but they can't seem to find any time to practice it. Your life story is not written with a pen, but with your actions. To do nothing is the way to be nothing.

Sunday, January 6, 2008

0.5 calender

Yearly event

January
5th holiday start.- 3 weeks
25th Hema’s dance solo. Rizal’s birthday.
Somewhere in January- Hema’s farewell
27th 3rd and final semester for my first year of my Beta year

Febuary
5th going back Kelantan for CNY
7th CNY!!- happy new year
10th back to KL
Somewhere in the month during CNY period, annual dinner
Retirement for dad

March
Somewhere in the month, shifting to Bukit Tinggi or old Klang Road.- bye Bangsar L
17th-23rd Mid semester break

April
1st April’s fool, Prem’s b’day.

May
26th – 15th (june) 3rd semester break.(goodbye beta)
Holiday? Hope so

June (month been waiting for)
13th, Ashley will back!!
16th , start of new semester and my 2nd year –hope will get thru tho…

Well that’s half of the year plan. And of course changes might happen.

resolution?

In life, we always plan on what to do or what and where we will be in few years or what we gonna do for the year, having a resolution. well, “ we propose, but God dispose”. We can always prepare and plan for what the world challenge have to offer but only the BIG man up stairs have the final say. So this some of the list of my propose plan for the year 2008

· Well, this is the year am gonna turn the BIG 20. when think about it, makes me sound OLD. Well, I guess I wanna clean up my act. I mean there are lots of area I need to clean up. And making lots people unhappy. No don’t get me wrong that am doing this for the people around me. It just making me unhappy to NOT make them happy. This year might be the year that I will do most of the listening while others do the talking.
· Improve on my studies. Yes maybe lots people think if I work hard, is a guarantee success. I beg to differ, I mean, I know lots people who work not as hard as me and yet still score good great. Maybe the method I use to study is wrong. Oh well, like Mr. Phua once said, we need to achieve something, to boost our confident.- yes I do pay attention to advisor’s meeting.
· Raise enough money for UK trip next year. This I haven’t find a way yet. well, there is always MATA fair and Air Asia X. or the parents, and yet again I will try to earn some cash and at the same time not to spend it so much, so sorry if am a lil cheap k?
· Discover new thing. I mean, I need to discover new things so I could channel of the bitterness and sadness to a good use.
· Not letting my emotion get the better of me. Let the brain chose instead of the heart. Although before this I just showed some of my ugly emo side. But I think just a handful that saw when am angry. So this year, I hope to keep my cool head and try not to demonstrate any ugly side.
· Be closer to God. I don’t want to pray just because am in trouble anymore. Being closer to God doesn’t mean go to church always. It have God in your heart. Well that’s how I think it is, but am sure others have their own way to think bout it.
· Spend more time with my friends that is leaving this year. Hema ( feb) raja( sept)

Well, 6 MAIN and big challenges for the year 08. Lord am doing, all I can, to be a betterman.

2008 forewords

So the this is the new year huh? its been very pack for me. I mean, my new year don’t start how like I wish it was. Think bout it, on new year day u are sending the one you love to the airport and not being able to see or talk 2 her for a very VERY long time. And at the same day, I’ve returned to my studies as I need to prepare for my finals.

But, the dust have been settled yesterday as my exam ended. And here I am, blogging after sending my roommate downstair to his family and soon, my house is leaving for Port Dickson for a class reunion. The house is really quiet right now. I gotta wait till 11 maybe as my dad was up for the Man U game, which I choose to miss. They won 2-0 anyways.

New year brings new idea and new resolution and lots other new thing come along. Some people say, let go of the past and embrace the new thing that the new year have to offered. BUT, I still want to keep some of the thing from last year. Especially Ashley. Even if long distant is very hard, but nothing is hard when both of US willing to work at it right? Other than that, I also would like to keep my friends. From the bukit pantai days to BB to MMu. Those from school, I know we hardly meet up as lots of us are scattered all over the place, but as long as we remember each other but at the same time not to forget ourself, then its fine. As for MMU, I know there is more drama all around with everyone more than the one in the show (tai cheong gum) Jewel in the Palace. Which was set during the Korean imperial age, where there are lots of back stabbing among the gundik. Or for those who din watch the show, the drama here can be equivalent to The Bold and Beautiful. Get the picture?

Oh well, that’s all I guess for my 2008 opening. Happy new year everyone, hope all of u have the best years ahead. God bless..

Saturday, December 29, 2007

places..



















everyone or maybe i should not generalise it, but most people i know will fall in love with the place that they went. especially the first place that they went, on a long journey, the first long hauled plane ride they went.


the first person that told me how much they love the place that they went was Dharmik, when he went to Australia for the first time, its his first long trip. long holiday. and i still remember what he said and i quote "its so lovely i wish to stay there" and also ashley says how much she love canada, as lots of sweet memories she had there at pegion moutain, and how amazing the first feel of snow. am not suprise IF its the first long trip raja took to new zealand now and he will say how beautiful the place is and all. and i will b waiting to hear all the stories as all these stories, others experience can b useful to myself too, if am lucky enough to visit next time.


as for me personally, this year's trip, well was beautiful. as usual i was not that excited before the flight and during the trip. typical me not appreciatiing the moment. but i kinda love it at Italy. beautiful people, nice town, scenery, weather, the whole 9 yard. although it is one of the place that i would love to visit one day, i mean watching italian football and eating italian food, italian fashion on tv, and music.. heck, i can say i love it there. so am thankful for 2007 for the trip to Europe.



no matter how much i love it over there. at the same time i do still love Malaysia. after all, home is where the heart is right? i love the places that i visited in Malaysia, Penang is particular with the beaches and food. and not forgetting my dear hometown in Kelantan. even if the place is not that develop, heck it have a special place is my heart. of course there no megamall or beatuful beaches like in Terrenganu or cleaner and well kept like Terrengganu, it still my home after all. the 3 trips to Terrengganu/Kuantan this year was a nice too and of course lots of wonderful memories too. its too bad really i am gonna give the trip to Mout Kinabalu next year a miss due to classes.



the reason why i thinking of all this is when i saw the news bout ANC earlier. of course its some political party in south africa, but then again, for me, can be Astro Nature Circle too. a society that i joined in Melaka Campus. kinda bring me back on how those meetings where everyone suppose to create a circle during committee meeting. and some meeting till late night at the ClC concourse. some might think , is Julian missing Melaka?mayb my frens Andre and Vicki was right, Melaka is a place to visit for 1 day or 2 but never a place to stay. no offense but its kinda boring.


as we all bidding goodbye to 2007, there are still few things that i cant let go. like flying. maybe travelling will heal it. seeing and experience new things certainly a wonderful experience. visiting different places with different people certainly bring different dimension to the experience. i mean even if i stay in Kl for most of my life, i still wont know where to get the best mee goreng right? after all visitng places DOES open our eyes to new things






Wednesday, December 26, 2007

merry happy christmas!

ting tong ting tong.......... the chiristmas bells rings and of course bring delight to everyone, from 1 to 92. opening gift of course something that been anticipated for everyone. i mean, how can u NOT like gifts?!

well, this years gift was suprising. even some i've already knew, but den again the trill of opening the wrapper and wondering whats inside, get me all excited. and also the joy from seeing others opening up their present, expecially if its from u.

after opening up all the gifts.. its bed time as church will be at 8am and we need to get up early to get there as it was easily full.

FGA, jalan kelang lama was the place and i can see there lots of upgrades happening, the chair are so similar to the one at the cinema.anyways this year's show was not as good as last year, because its from the young adult. boring ppl do some choir. unlike the year before with the youth church or the children's that was fun. anyways, during my annual visit of course there are prayers and for the blessing for the year.

after taking a short meal, we headed of to Victoria station to pick up the Turkey and went to Botanic Garden to give the Turkey to Uncle Chan's family. we had roasted duck for lunch.den my dad got call for one of his millions cousin. so we went to USj 11 to see them. all this relative here can be really intimidated when i meet them. its not like they are angry people, just most of them are successful.

and i also met "mr. romantic" i mean i heard of this uncle before but never actually met him. well his story was, when his wife passed away, he went and visit his wife grave EVERYDAY, without fail, there he bring flowers and spend some time with his wife. yes stories that can break and touched your heart huh?

wen back home, ashley honey come over. after saturday night shopped for her gift with my mom and sister and with all those wool at MNG entering my nose which cause the flu am having till today, finall its in the wrapper. and this time, yes i can c her hand all shaking opening the gift. so its all good, she having good time opening the gift and i having a good time laughing my butt off :D

my cousin and his gf came after that, and they come with gifts too.. really really really last minuete shop as they come straight from 1u den to my place. but was nice of them. we end up having Hokkien Mee at damansara utama, since my dad is forever loving that mee.

well, christmas have been wonderful this year. and the build up to christmas too was great. and it all started when ashley come back to start thing off to the end with the hokkien mee at DU. from start to finish, i had a great time. yes it would be great if the party that was planned was ON, but den again, there is DEna's party to make it up for. and like the saying goes, u cant have everything in this world, yes i cant, i mean there area some friends that i like to see like amar, raja or dharmik to share this festive season and some family like my cousin michelle, but of course with the regular fixture with my family and ashley, its been a wonderful christmas and not forgetting friends too. so a happy new year everyone and wishin you all a prosperous new year ahead. God Bless

eve- thats hot!

for the eve dinner, was at the hilton. my turn to choose on where to eat and i gladly say, it was spot on as everyone thinks the food was good and fresh. so it was my family, one of my cousin and joined by Uncle Ooi and his girlfriend. they have the train set at the lobby, which is HUGE! i mean HUGE! its a double deck track and the width of the whole thing is like mayb 50+ meter?
anyways, it occupied a huge potion of the lobby

and den........... the eating begins.. FOOD!!, how i love the sound of that. various cusine, from tradtional western with the turkey and ribs,malaysia with the likes of satay, indian, with tandoori's japs, with sushi, and also chinese with some chinese veg,seabus and also comtemperary dish like choco fountain, prawn cocktail and etc, nice buffet :D

the blardi hell moment of the day was, when i was tricked into taking one of the cocktail shot. its a bloddy merry and it comes with oyster in it. my cousin and Uncle Ooi's gf says it was good, and as a guess i expect her to be the last person who trick me. the blardi think taste like fish water!!! and am suppose to drink it like a shot after chewing the lemon grass. argh! maybe for both of them, it tasted good, but i certainly DO NOT enjoy it. anyways, there is always good old satay and the peanut gravy to overcome the awful taste.

after dinner around 1030, went to the lobby as there is a choir with a panist there.watch them sing and everyone started to clap and sing along.

finnally arrived home just in time for the gifts!, just before the stroke of midnight around 1130 :D


*present present present, present present present, sing with me now... present present present *

Sunday, December 23, 2007

cant buy me LOVE!!

sunday make my christmas doubly jolly and a new year a happy happy one. went to mid V again with the sweetheart ashley. poor sweetheart this time gotta follow we shop and shop and shop. as we walked almost all the major shop in gardens and mid V. had such a great time

talking bout retail therphy, i brought my christmas spending to a record that i never spend that much before in a day .but i shall NOT complaion bout the hole in teh pocket as all those gifts are for those who i care most. like the song goes.. " cant buy me love..."

later the night, my uncle who din see for ages suddenly come visist the house. maybe thats the magic of this festive season. which is bringing everyone togather. we went out for food after Christiano Ronaldo score that beautiful penalty kick. and bum into one of the family friend, from our small town. apparently he is the a Senator right now.

so the eve is tonight.. off to the hilton, and like one famous hilton said " thats HOT"