procasination of the week

Normally around this time i would be swinging down the E5 in the Honda, back to cyber. sometimes i would like to go Via the Klia route. having the plane flying over, while turning on to lite Fm's swing time with sharizan, that plays classical jazz music. Its not much of a happening ways to spend your sunday night when you are in the 20's aint it?

but since this week am at cyberjaya, i ran into a lot of event this week

• back on tuesday ( hapir mati with fever)
• Got into a car crash
• had been stopped by road block for a few time
• got summon
• played in a dodgeball tourney
• watch midnight movie twice, back to back
• first time in 3d cinema
• had my ramadan buffet
• had pizza
• had sambal mooncake

BUT... i have to say the highlight should be listening to how a girl would moan or sound like when she got drilled,and the best part is, nobody is drilling her that time... no offense but she does sound like she kena fuck ok?

' baby.... baby... careful'

seeing what happen to my week this week is 'nothing' compare to others... well not exactly others just this one particular person. i ran into his blog that was famously among my fren here in mmu discovered a long time ago. the dude was like

"oh my cgpa drop by 0.01, thus its 3.99999 but my baby one still at 4"

yea... that blog.

having mid term this tuesday, well, just thinking back just now that i still feel like i could do better in my exams. seriously. like i know i could shift to a higher gear, but stuck at gear 3. maybe i've gotten lazy or just the lack of interest is just blocking it, but everytime i walk out of exam i would feel like i could do better,or lets say most of the time.

i also feel like those 'study god' is NOT as smart as all the hype they are getting. seriously

• if they are smart, why still come to class when have fever+flu+cough while H1n1 is still hot topic.
• if they are smart, why leave dangerous chemical around, unattended?
• i might not be smart to learn other language like chinese, but those who master the language and regard as 'study God' cant even master the basic language like 'shutting up'

see? they are not so smart after all. i've been quite quiet for a long time, even with others taunting, most of the time i would just wanna avoid any conflict, so i would take the insult and ignore. but really, everything have a limit right?

probably am still in the process of growing up, there is a lot i have to learn like my dad would say, "there are something that even Harvard don teach you"

things like controlling myself for example. and sometime is just good to walk away instead of engaging in a confrontation.

During the Merdeka weekend, i slept quite late during one of the night. that night i was looking at a balance sheet. it come to my knowledge that the worker, that do odd labour job in Padang Besar, like checking containers and making sure it is transported onto the train, or trucks, you know those that is working on site under the scorhing heat,just earn around Rm 800, and plus over time will be around Rm 1100-1200, and the so called exacutive, earn around Rm1500.

plus this odd job worker some of them have 4 kids. its hard to imagine how do they survive, especially with their wife not working. working so hard in rain or shine, in the container yard and yet earn so little. no suprise if a rival company offer an increase of even Rm 50 they would jump ship. on the other hand, my sister's boss driver earn about Rm 2000

Working in such dangerous condition have it hazard too.. but sometimes safety equipment like safety boots, make their job more difficult, as it is easier to climb the container with bear foot or slipper. so its a dillema, for safety or the efficiency of the job.

life is hard,although some might doubt that i understand it. am thankful for what i have.

and another matter is of intership. visiting the skypark in subang, there this company called "AIROD" or the special place called Penang? or home sweet home ?