in me..

i probably be back from my hols tomorrow..its been a week since i took off week. lots hav happened for the last few days. am back, back at cyberjaya tomorrow. is it a new start for me or not am not so sure. words like

" julian gan, u think u so good now?"

still fresh on my mind, tho it was months ago and it was at melaka.good, i don intend to be. greatness am aiming for. like i always did before the years.. proving critics wrongs, i don seem to be able to do it here in MMu.. yet i dono whtats the missing ingredient. the final is coming, yes, this semester i ahve to admit that am not so focus on my job, but that again, i don regret the decision i've made. with assignment, done with plenty of help from frens, and so do mid term especially math. sometimes i look at myself and feel disgusted. this is not me that am used to be. its time to buck up, i got all the pot of gold waiting for me at the end of the day. its just seating there waiting. waiting for me. i don dare to say its a change, a change in me, but i wan to improve myself, for me and everyone else that care for me.