have you ever feel like when u think u almost tasted glory and yet it is been taken away from u? when i've open the exam paper this morning.. my eyes beams brightly as most of it look so so so familiar, and when it comes to the moment of truth, i fall, and fall hard.all i wish now is just to pass the paper. its just like an open goal... and yet i din score.
well nothing is new there... this week have been like that all along.. at 1 moment am like a bird that flying high and as i wanna go higher.... a truck just come know me down and down over and over again.. mayb its karma.. i mean what goes up must come down.. last weekend and monday was wonderful. everything seems perfect even.can spend time with my family, lots of time with my sweetheart,which is longer than normal week, and kept in touch with some frens.eat good food.watch tv most of the time. how can it get any better? as i step out of the house to the bus station and it ALL went wrong. at times, i suprised myself, why i feel like RUBBISH here.why?because am in MELAKA or as known as the town that KILL JULIAN GAN. i do wish to go to a quiet place once, a change of atmostphere.. but the grass don seem greener on the other side. the gamble i took, and the gamble i lost, and the penalty is am stuck for 4 years,hopefully not in MELAKA,but i don see anything changing.
wondering where is the 1 moment of inspiration that i need, like the teddy sheringham goal against bayern munich in the 1999 champion league finals that spark a come back which man u won the match and wrap up a treble.
hope tomorrow's class farewell will bring a droplet of joy to this fallen soul...
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