the nights end.. some might have some fun celebrating a mini freedom since 2 papers are down.. some might having fun with their frens.. mamak, movies, clubbin?
yes... i sound like a sad child now. heck coz i am.. my apologies to all the dear readers bout my "fook" post..coz at that time i was really really pissed about some low life.. i cant see the bigger picture that time that my exam is MORE important than some low life. i got lost.cought up. and heck, it did cost me dearly for my exams. all my compuse got lost in just a split of a second of raging anger and madness. my mind control failed. i failed to be the "bigger" person, the mature one. how could i let my anger get the better of me at such a crucial time. such simple questions already in my preparation kit. but i lost my concentration. and so i lost my 15% of my finals. other than that i lost my right hand too... my knuckles been bugging me when i doin my writting.. a nite i really really wish to forget.. and a month full with misery and trouble that i wanted to forget soon. could i forget it? do i have enough of will power to forget it? mayb things would change coz of this stupid month. coz i cant carve my "honry" smile anymore. not now... mayb not ever...no thanks to this duff month
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