happy 6th month

a promise, all the way from kristalwalten

last friday dinner..

roses.. she likey

so today will be offically am with Ashley chin. something that am not shy or afraid to say.mayb for the fact that i very lucky to have her. the past 6th months have been a roller coaster ride, full with ups and down. but mostly ups. she have been my pillar. literally too. as the past 6 month have been really difficult for me. she have seen it all.

how can we really tell its love? that is very intersting question. i mean am sure it pops up to every couple's mind. its not just as simple as saying ' i love u' i mean that word's value seems to b lower and lower as lots of people just throw the word easily. am also still not sure what love is.. but i hope and i know am learning it together hand in hand with her now.being in love is NOT always make u feel like u can walk in the air. coz there are times that you argue, or have misunderstanding. but in the end of the day i guess how we works things out indicate that we still care bout each other despite of all the arguement.problems can b discuss and work out, just that both party need to b willingly open their heart and solve the prob.

i tot i know ALL of her.. but i gues still there is a LONG way to go. mayb this is just the start of our journey.mayb 6th month is a short time to know everything bout someone that u wan to spend u r life with.so i guess we gonna learn bout each other each and every step along the way, if we wanna walk thru the road of life together. although sometimes it could b very frustrating as need to adapt to changes and am a NOT so patient person.. but i guess.. with a lil bit time and patient, i could change all that, i hope.

soon she will leave i suppose. to further her studies. but all depend on her results, which i really honestly think it wont b a prob. it will b HARD on me. i wont b suprise. i wan to be ready for it.. but i dono how. i guess we will work it out when the time come.hard fact and emotionally tribulance time will b.

today i cant be there with her to celebrate it. even if we celebrate it last friday,but i guess i gonna make it up during next next friday cherating trip.hope i can.

if i could describe the 6th month journey, i shall say its magical. am in it for the LONG run.. so i gonna love u till the end. am gonna be around..