shifting gears

hols is over.. but this time its heavy to leave. guess in a short period of time, so much of things that i WANT to do.. yes i have managed to do everything in my top 10 list.mayb not to perfection, like studying, and spending time with my frens.. but i gues i cant have EVERYTHING.have you ever got into 1 of those moment when you r like, "oh shit.. i should have done that" yea am 1 of that moment now. so much things i have yet to do and am leaving tomorrow. the load might be heavy because, i know i wont b back till end of the month, but than again, as the mount climber's saying, ' never look at the peak, just concentrate on the present task". i guess that is very very true because if i keep on thinking on the date that i b coming back again, it feel like its so so so long.

i din slep the whole nite last nite till 7 am today. i met up with sonia and raja at mamak and i guess the limau ice kept me awake after the teh tarik making me all sleepy.anyways i chattted with one of my old good fren, we always compete with each other in everything, from sports to our grades till he shifted to melaka in form 2. how i see he changed, from the kinda cocky dude, that he was once used to be, and now he is humble. he saying things that i don't expect out of his mouth.its amazing how a girl can transform a dude with so much self confident and faith in himself... from online chatting, we start talking on the phone till 5 am. till that pig need grab some food. den come vicki leong, the girl with huge house that in currently vacant since she left for new zealand. now she is a long distant relationship expert.

its amazing how you can still talk to someone, that is so far apart and don meet for so long.all these frens of mine really shows that i gotta appreciate what i have now, and not doin catchin up once they are far apart.there are still so much i wanna write about this 7 days that past.. and yet.. i cant seem to find the right words.. oh well.... ( to be continue, mayb......)