december.. what a month.. so far..

so here is the almost summary of the whole b'day in december. with mid term finally over there is still midterm dateline to rush before christmas, there is also christmas gift dateline to meet.so much things to do and yet so lil time. and with the exam scheduel is out, having 3 exams from 6th,8th,10th. hectic time but somehow i interlace it with some good time too.thinking back, i went back to the place where it all started today. no am not gonna put up some emo post or crap like that. and so... lets begins,



the mark for this is F for the suprise, not for stupid fuck, but A +++ for the effort, guess next year i think u guys know who to kick out from the organising commitee huh?

around 1a.m 4/12/08, i was called home and waited and heard lots of noise

*herm... wonders wat could that b*

think i said "suprise" 1st than them :p

erm... how bout that 1, yes that 1 the new one.good thing is

b'day this year have a few new guest to choose from, last year was kawai,but this year..

forget kawai when there is a sea of choice from yong chainn to carmen :P

yes, am the king

from 1 king to another, king of stupid fuck to the king of all his subjects :P




a huge ass card, this is some 'touched' moment, thanks a lot!

and let get the party started




previous year



this year

a note of thank u, for JJ and kean and who clean up the mess after that.

due to some other commitment by others,some are understandble,some are just well.. themself

leaving us at the curve for dinner

oh yea and the other 2

went to "laundry" for a drink after that.

and time for some "exercise" after all that drinking and eating.

another note of thank u for the 3 amigos for their time




the following day..

ms.gan b'day at 'full house"

happy 20th

make a wish.. it might just come true

this sunday, 14th:

P cock-Jin a.k.a mr.emo turns 20

steamboat bbq place in serdang

i wish for " j 001"

at the beautiful bridge, normally v can find drug addict,hookers under bridge all

over the world, under this 1, we found:

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with the sexy legs..

this shemale creature

and the best dresser for the night

we head back to my place after that. why? because i like my new job. am a bartender

i like serving people,

very much

very much of alcohol

with very much of alcohol content

like to serve them

not down them

and the result?

*nothing personal, its just business- please don curse me once u possess AGAIN, with so many b'day and christmas is coming, its hard to say not to some extra income, thus i know this would boost traffic, do click on the advert thanks!"

later tonight, and i haven't hafal all the lyrics yet! noooOOo....!! guess something to look forward to is seeing my family, its been awhile since i went back home.

reason to belive

The dinner The pictures The b'day post (part2)

THE start

THE place

yes, its THE place to be

come lets enter

THE shirt i wanted but out of size

THE sister

THE proud mama

THE christmas tree

THE family

THE dinner

THE rock-a-chop

THE decoration

by THE artise

THE plan for x'mas mayb?




who will be THE recepient for this?


or this?

am 20! (part 1)

HI! apa khabar? whats up?

1st post here when am 20, and also the 450th post, and some start to brag when they have 200? sigh..

anyways...its been a busy busy time the past weeks, and also the coming weeks

almost or all my weekends in the month of december are fully booked.

this weekend will meeting with some good old frens at vic's place

the next is time for the musical,which remind me that i din't remember

the words to all the songs yet..

next week too having 2 mid term,

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soon, as time goes by.. this month or should i say this busy sem will b over just like that.

sometimes i feel its a relieved that the semester is coming to an end,because

its been very hectic,taking the max credit hour certainly been challenging for me.

but on the other hand, its been just a good month, that i don't want it to end. even the moon is

smiling on the start of december! literally.

i hope my ride on the lucky wave never come to an end.

well, looking at back at last week..this is part 1, some pics are still haven't been uploaded.

this is my last trip driving the perdana. coming back home last week, to know its already gone. its sad really, as i really like driving that car.although its no ferrari, but its a heck of a car to drive.comfortable seat, good speed, and easy to drive. the last trip was fetching kim and her sister to play drum as i wanted to get grocery.

went to pavillion last sat

with..

take #1

take #2

2 takes because i wasn't smiling at the 1st on.. am vain, sue me lah!

with vicki leong, after so long she come back

well, is it that long? not really, anyways firsts time see her since the last time she is back.

something that never change,

she is still the cartoon character like before :P

which means it is always fun to be around with.

it was raining, and we ran through the street of bukit bintang,

and typical vicki with the cartoon running, was really funny and fun,

altho lots ppl looking at us, try to figure out why are we running.

we running to pavillion coz..

we want catch our fren divesh performing in pavillion with the kl troopers.


here is a video that i've taken, altho the audio is not that good here. basically they use normal house appliant to make music.. cool huh?

after walking almost the whole bukit bintang area and also times square,

we head back to sentral, where dena picked us up after her church.

got vicki's long awaited ramli and head back to her place.

dena sent me to the hilton Kl.

a bit out of place at such a grand hotel, with my bags.

i was waiting for my parents to end their dinner,

while waiting, i sat at the lounge, enjoying the live band

suddenly i saw someone familiar,

its Bell.

apparently she managing the live band in the wedding reception.

upon arriving home..

finally my frame is completed.memories from those good time that i should never

ever forget.

and

hahahahaha,

of course b'day gift.

introducing the new toy;

i have lots of red item recently,including my room

looking good?

the goodside is, its my first ps. or in this case a psp. but it runs on the latest motherboard, the version 5.1, thus i cant play pirated game, well at least not yet till some genius hacker cracks it,

i guess my game will b running on original game which cost a bomb! guess its true what they say

" we cant have everything" guess i just have to b thankful

at least it can go online via wi-fi and skype.

dinner on sunday night.

finally after 2 whole year of waiting. been wanting to go to Hard Rock

ever since i visited Hard Rock Rome.

last year's b'day was at my cousin's wedding

so this year, am not gonna miss it, the chance to come here.

can b my latest fav spot.

love every part of it, from the jockey parking

yes i like to b pampered sometimes, or always, to the extend of someone opening the car door

am the king of the day anyways :P

and like always,have to get those hardrock shirt.

still regreted that i din not visited the one in Makati-din know it exist

oh well, at least now i have KL's and Rome's

cant wait for the one from Bali in feb :D

the T i wanted was the special edition to go with the one i already have

this time its Bono's, more reason to get it, sadly it ran out of size :(

on the bright side, i have my ozzy osbourne's.

dinner was D-E-L-I-C-I-O-U-S

altho a bit smoky the place but its all good.

meat i tell u! meat! ribs! brisket!

suprisingly the bill is still reasonable.

good place,good food, good time.

and those singer at concorde hotel was awesome too!

that time they sang savage garden.

I'm over-joyed,

I'm over-loved

And I'm feeling lucky like a little boy

thanks!

december keynote

december is a wonderful month, for me personally.december is the month where we rejoice the birth of our saviour, for christian, and all mark world's aids day. a symbol that we acknowledge aids IS a major issue among us, the living people of planet earth.

other than that, december is also the month where most of us reflect, and ponder, "hey.. is it a good year for me? do i achieve what i set from the beginning of the year?" and for some, its time for everyone to gather again, and be thankful for our blessings.

turning 20 in a few days, well, i guess thats not quite a big hint, i guess you will receive e-mails from those birthday reminders that mine is coming up.the whislist goes on and on.. but on a serious note, well, they say its not good to tell others what u wish for, but then again, whatever i said here will turn out the opposite anyways.. so,

turning 20, i my whislist is to keep on growing, to keep on improving.in all the ways, especially maturity level. as we all grow older, the resposibility grows too, and at the same time, we are expose to more things. keeping an open mind will help a lot. i know in the past that well, i have a lot of restriction on things. for example i have this prejudice against clubs. but now, i've learnt to accept it as a way for some to relax and let their hair down. but then again, keeping my feet on the ground, exessive clubbing do have its negative side.mayb i would prefer to seat at a jazz bar, having some good finger food and some great company as a form of relaxing but then again, shaking my head to the killer's- mr brightside also have its advantage. the curiousity level of myself should increse, but i guess that takes time, maybe baby step like eating some veg that i won't touch before untill the ultimate test which is eating durian.

i have to say, my biggest critics is also my biggest compliment. i was once been describe by a middle age woman as a person who have a "chip on his shoulder" i was confuse on what that mean, it means, that someone who love to find fault. yes, critics is always hard to swallow, and taking the step of admitting that yes i do sometimes have issues with the people that well, i don like. for what ever reason. the only thing i could do is, to smile and accept those critics that was thrown as turn it into the coal that burn my desire to improve myself. heck, what is perefection? is anyone perfect at all?

there are also question asked on why i have a double standard, and treat those nicer looking ones, better.i guess, being human, or a human nature to note that we all want the best. i guess i was wrong to treat the less attractive one unequally or not as good, as they are the one who will b beside me when am down.those are the people who will bring my feet back on the ground and will wack my head if it grows too big. and for those nice looking one, well there are around u when u are up and no where to be seen when u are down. altho it does apply on case to case basis, am here to admit that i am wrong to treat people in generally with a double standard.

keeping grudge is also something that i gotta take care. sometimes i understand after a while, why people do what they do, and act how they act. mayb for some its out of desperation, mayb for some they think of their own self interest and neglect / sacrifice others feeling.there are some people that i would like to prove a point, there are some that i would like disfigure, but that all the tought when i was pissed. i mean when u are angry, don u feel like hitting that person's face?
but thinking rationally, its better to let it go, and to take it to the next level wish them well. i haven't reach that level of wishing them well, sincerly YET, or even let go of all the things i think they did wrong. although there is always 2 side of a story.

december 2008 well, its certainly a busy month for me, with exams, assignment etc, but i hope, i could spend some time with everyone. thousand apologies if i cant.God bless!

late and short

its about 3.49 a.m, well its been a while since i stayed up this late or post something like this.assignment, well, there are still lots to go. thats the reason behind me staying back this weekend. saw some beautiful stars outside the balcony earlier, soft wind, a bit relaxing after all that counting. wonder the brightest star there if its the northen star, i also wonder how a constellations looks like. normally weekend will be crowded, with richard and kah lai come over to the house, and football match will be on.but then again its kinda of a nice change, a bit peaceful and having some alone time. its gonna be a busy month, december, guess i have to stop procrastination and continue my assignment.